Thursday, July 22, 2010

i m not give up..

努力改变当中...却换来大家的那种对待方式...我不是叛逆..不是不听话...而是想要进步...我并没有说我完全对完...只希望有人能够多明白我的想法...不要以以前我是怎样的人...就那样的认为我..人是会成长和学习的..或许是努力的不够多...可是真的有尝试去努力...没人看见...换来的却是讽刺...内心是痛的...难道我自己做什么我不懂吗?...有时真的会犹豫可能我真的不对..我应该要反省?...我认为是大家都需要反省把...学着忍耐...不去理会..可是又要弄到我不开心..有时真的是pencek你们...我真的讨厌这样...这样的生活方式...一直拿我的未来来开玩笑..谁不想要有个美好的未来...很好的工作..我没有要放弃的意识...我还要努力...所以请相信自己的女儿!!!!......我不能百分百作到最好...可是我会尽力..所以不要在那样的看自己的女儿了....

Saturday, July 17, 2010

害怕SPM的到来

spm is coming soon..i m very scare..mummy always think i play..play in yf..everday go yf.........but..do u think i really din scare about my spm..my future..i also hope i can score in exam..i also hope i can get good result...but always get a poor result...not becoz of d low marks..is when d exam ques is given.. i dun know how to do..one ques also tak faham,,,especially d chemistry..i agree i m very lazy..lazy 2 make revision..dun know why...jia ren always think that becoz of d church..pls..stop think in this way..please!!!...i blame myself..dun know how 2 appreciate my time..dun know how 2 use my time wisely..actually i m very worry..i wan go sg 2 study..i wan have a good future..i wan same v ptk..haiz...is strive will sucess???..i will try..GOD..help me...